Health Slap

I’ve been praying for God to break me down and rebuild me into a person He can use. Then I got what I’ve been asking for. A good ol God slap. ……… This week has been crazy. Actually the past few weeks have been crazy and I just didn’t realise […]

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Not today emotions.

Some days are harder than others to pretend I’m doing okay without the boys. Yesterday for example was good. Despite my horrible migraine, then the Curing of the migraine with a bagel, which is carbs which I have done relatively good at scaling back on.  I went to a new […]

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Dream Big

I was talking with Arja today about happiness, hopes and dreams. She sounded to shocked to hear that I didn’t really have any. Well besides going back to visit Sydney just to visit because that is my ultimate “Happy Place” She was like there isn’t anything stirring in your soul? […]

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6’2 and the Future

My friend sent me this song the other day. She was like hey, this song reminded me of you. I immediately listened to it and so so wished I was a song writer. I cried a bit too, it was comforting to hear someone else feel the same way I […]

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I want to break some toys.

I have wanted to break something all weekend. I keep having awful visions of me snapping Nerf guns in half. Stephanie and I are worn out. These kids don’t understand the value of anything, cars, toys, legos, cell phones even if they are broken , Popsicles, even down to wasting […]

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Wants and needs for 2014

  This isn’t what I thought my life would be like in 2014. Up way too early on a Saturday morning worried about kids because I couldn’t see them on their bikes. Plus I spent last night with six 9-12 year old boys in my living room. Who am I […]

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