It’s been a while…

Wow! Has it really been 9 months since I’ve last blogged. I was going to title this 9 Months but figured that might give people the wrong idea 😉 I’m currently looking out the window at work thinking about life. My brain is firing on all cylinders these days so I […]

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Self Control at 3:30 AM

It was 3:18 when I woke up to the sound of my stomach growling this morning. Something I’ve gotten used to in the past few weeks of being on this diet….. or lifestyle change as people keep reminding me. I constantly eat but am never full and always craving something […]

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I went to church yesterday…

I went to church yesterday. A broken shell of someone who once resembled Sarah. I hadn’t showered Hair was a greasy mess Basically in sweats. But I went to church yesterday. I sobbed through out the service Didn’t sit in my spot.  I hugged people I felt safe with.  I prayed  […]

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Where did that girl go?

On Sunday I had a short conversation with my worship leader that ended in me sending him some recordings/videos of my voice. If you know me you know this came as a shocking surprise and instantly sent me into an anxiety spiral. I know that God gave me a voice […]

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New year!

I woke up this morning and couldn’t help but think about last year. I’m at my friend David’s house south of Seattle. I cooked, we shot off fireworks and showed his Australian friend how Americans do NYE. Today we are putting our Hillsong College educations to use and busting out […]

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Sarah in Seattle

Seattle. To me its home of Coffee- Which I don’t drink Hipsters – Who don’t exactly mix with my small town county self Salmon – which I don’t eat Rain and gloom- Which don’t mix with Depression Yet somehow God has open some doors or giant windows I have no […]

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Invisible Illness

I’m currently sitting on a blanket outside in my back yard staring at the clouds and trying to force myself not to think. I set a timer for 15 mins just so I could be outside today. On of the many things I “should” do to help myself heal while […]

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