I Dreamed a Dream

I’ve always wanted to be a mom. A stay at home mom actually, it was quite a foreign concept to me growing up. No one in my family was a “homemaker” and the majority of the extended members  were divorced and working so the idea of a stay at home […]

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It’s been a while…

Wow! Has it really been 9 months since I’ve last blogged. I was going to title this 9 Months but figured that might give people the wrong idea 😉 I’m currently looking out the window at work thinking about life. My brain is firing on all cylinders these days so I […]

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Self Control at 3:30 AM

It was 3:18 when I woke up to the sound of my stomach growling this morning. Something I’ve gotten used to in the past few weeks of being on this diet….. or lifestyle change as people keep reminding me. I constantly eat but am never full and always craving something […]

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I went to church yesterday…

I went to church yesterday. A broken shell of someone who once resembled Sarah. I hadn’t showered Hair was a greasy mess Basically in sweats. But I went to church yesterday. I sobbed through out the service Didn’t sit in my spot.  I hugged people I felt safe with.  I prayed  […]

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Where did that girl go?

On Sunday I had a short conversation with my worship leader that ended in me sending him some recordings/videos of my voice. If you know me you know this came as a shocking surprise and instantly sent me into an anxiety spiral. I know that God gave me a voice […]

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New year!

I woke up this morning and couldn’t help but think about last year. I’m at my friend David’s house south of Seattle. I cooked, we shot off fireworks and showed his Australian friend how Americans do NYE. Today we are putting our Hillsong College educations to use and busting out […]

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dreams, half marathons, and more

When I was little I wanted to be on broadway, be in the WNBA, a vet, and back on broadway. I loved to sing and dance and was surrounded by people (mostly family) telling me that I could actually do it. I could dream big and be whatever I wanted […]

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