Lymph Node Biopsy

It’s currently 4:13AM, I’m not quite sure what I’m doing awake. Could be the pain, anxiety, the horrible hot flash, or the puppy, it doesn’t really matter since I don’t see going back to sleep in the deck of cards today. I have a surgical Biopsy on Wednesday. Like they […]

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My love feels like home.

I’ve been watching way too many Hallmark and Lifetime movies this holiday season. It’s made me reflect on my own love story. I could tell you all about the online dating, the nerves, me walking to a Red Robin because my car broke down and my phone was dead. Our […]

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Please listen?

Do you ever feel like no one in the world is listening to you? In the week since I’ve seen the new Dr, I’ve had some stomach problems on top of my chronic pain, 2 trips to the ER, a sleep study, some suspicious lymph nodes checked out via ultrasound […]

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New Doctors give me Hope

Tomorrow I see a new Doctor. With all the insurance changes and having to get Medicaid I can no longer see Dr. P, my favorite and primary care for most of this crazy journey, or my psychiatrist who finally got the correct combo of meds!! I have read enough articles, […]

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Disability

I’ve been debating on if I should share this or not but considering I’m awake at 3AM I figured I could use extra prayer. I have my disability interview tomorrow which is the first step in a very long process that I honestly don’t even want to go through. I […]

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2 more weeks

I keep making comments about the Baby Maker. I have to, I have to try to laugh. Humor is the only way I can cope at the moment. I chopped off my hair yesterday in preparation for surgery. I call it the “I’m not gonna be a mom hair cut”. Personally when […]

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Broken Record

I sound like a broken record. I’m tired, I don’t feel good and just trying to make it until the end of February. Insurance is hard, Group Health is hard and trying to explain to people ( mostly men) that you just can’t walk up and say take out my […]

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