The healthy haircut!

At this point in this never ending health saga I am absolutely desperate for some sort of relief. Somewhere between the pain and fatigue my depression jumps in and makes everything much worse leaving me in what seems to be a chronic cycle of me just trying to function like […]

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2 more weeks

I keep making comments about the Baby Maker. I have to, I have to try to laugh. Humor is the only way I can cope at the moment. I chopped off my hair yesterday in preparation for surgery. I call it the “I’m not gonna be a mom hair cut”. Personally when […]

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Where did that girl go?

On Sunday I had a short conversation with my worship leader that ended in me sending him some recordings/videos of my voice. If you know me you know this came as a shocking surprise and instantly sent me into an anxiety spiral. I know that God gave me a voice […]

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Not today emotions.

Some days are harder than others to pretend I’m doing okay without the boys. Yesterday for example was good. Despite my horrible migraine, then the Curing of the migraine with a bagel, which is carbs which I have done relatively good at scaling back on.  I went to a new […]

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