Please listen?

Do you ever feel like no one in the world is listening to you? In the week since I’ve seen the new Dr, I’ve had some stomach problems on top of my chronic pain, 2 trips to the ER, a sleep study, some suspicious lymph nodes checked out via ultrasound […]

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New Doctors give me Hope

Tomorrow I see a new Doctor. With all the insurance changes and having to get Medicaid I can no longer see Dr. P, my favorite and primary care for most of this crazy journey, or my psychiatrist who finally got the correct combo of meds!! I have read enough articles, […]

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Disability

I’ve been debating on if I should share this or not but considering I’m awake at 3AM I figured I could use extra prayer. I have my disability interview tomorrow which is the first step in a very long process that I honestly don’t even want to go through. I […]

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The healthy haircut!

At this point in this never ending health saga I am absolutely desperate for some sort of relief. Somewhere between the pain and fatigue my depression jumps in and makes everything much worse leaving me in what seems to be a chronic cycle of me just trying to function like […]

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2 more weeks

I keep making comments about the Baby Maker. I have to, I have to try to laugh. Humor is the only way I can cope at the moment. I chopped off my hair yesterday in preparation for surgery. I call it the “I’m not gonna be a mom hair cut”. Personally when […]

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Broken Record

I sound like a broken record. I’m tired, I don’t feel good and just trying to make it until the end of February. Insurance is hard, Group Health is hard and trying to explain to people ( mostly men) that you just can’t walk up and say take out my […]

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I Dreamed a Dream

I’ve always wanted to be a mom. A stay at home mom actually, it was quite a foreign concept to me growing up. No one in my family was a “homemaker” and the majority of the extended members  were divorced and working so the idea of a stay at home […]

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